Terrified

2day is Tue...
Bt I'm still feel v v v TERRIFIED abt wat happen on Sat...
I won't feel wana 2 cry liao...
BT
nwdays, I nt v easy 2 gt used to tia MIAO~MIAO~...
Feel tat gt ppl is watching at me when I wana 2 do tat...
Tis nt feel like de REAL me!!!!
I like to act like a spoiled child 2 my frends.
I like 2 sing songs wif my fends / sing sons 2 make my frends happy.
I like 2 say sumthing silly 2 make my frends laugh.
I like 2 share wif my frends...

Bt
NOW
I can't do anything...
Tis make me feel TERRIFIED when I wana 2 do...

I am using de fate me 2 meet my frends, especially to MIAO~MIAO~...
Hw can I gt out off tis???
I wan 2 show eryone de REAL me n nt de FATE me!!!!!!!!