Shameless

If you cannot reach others minimum requirement, then don't blame others for being strict.
If their are not being strict, you will never feel shame of yourself.
When you keep on blaming others, please take a look at yourself.
Have you try your best?
Have you try to improve?
Nope, from how you express yourself, I can see that you are not an adult.
I mean mentally.
You still act like a 14 years old, who thinks that others must treat you like a princess.
You are still being shameless as usual, then you will never grow up.

Kay, bye.

You keep on being that shameless b*tch.
No matter how much you change on your physical, you never improve your mental age.
You will never catch someone forever because physical may rust, but inner will last long.

Oh, I forgot you are a b*tch.

F I N A L Year

After completed 3 moths of internship, I am currently back to college.
I survive my 3 months internship without killing others, although there's plenty of times I want to to sew some of their mouths up or flay them alive, but I didn't.
Not all of my colleagues are bad, just those few whom I dislike, yet they like to always appear in front of me to test my limitations.
The moment they start talking, I'll be like "SHUT THE F UP" in my mind, and start to pissed.
Once in awhile, I even feel like want to flay them when they are breathing.

Don't blame others or blame your background like "I was grow up like that.", please blame yourself for not growing up.
Do you think that you are still children or teens?
Neither.
You are an adult, with brains. But I think your brains are for decoration purpose only, because you rarely (or I can say never) use it.
From the way you talk and the way you act, you act like dumb.
And don't tell others what to do when you yourself cannot do it.
Being idiotic is not something to proud with.
Oh wait! I am so sorry, you guys are too idiot to know that.
You will get the slap on your face either with hand or brick someday, but not from me.
Slap anyone of you will just make my hand dirty.

----------------OK! ENOUGH WITH THOSE COMPLAINS---------------------

Anyway, back to college and get stressed up, because it's my final year.

I don't want to boom up my lecturer or give him an heart attack....

So, I will do my best to speed up with good qualities.

still left 6 more weeks for the first term, and I will push myself to complete the latest painting as soon as possible, so I can start the new ones.

Time is passing super fast, please get slower a bit....

Final year is not a bed of roses, but it's a piece of shit! 

And I will set some targets for myself to complete for this year, to be a better me!