朋友。Friends♥

昨天﹐與一位很久不見的朋友見面。
Yesterday, I had a gathering with my old friend.

我們見面後聊了很多﹐從生活聊到動漫﹐好痛快。
We chat a lot, form life until anime, damn fun.

多久了﹖沒和她一起盡情的聊天。
Has been how long I didn't chat with her?


還記得﹐當初我們是兩個完全沒有交集的人。
I still remember, at first we were two parallel lines.

因為﹐我是後來才上到那一班的﹐而她是以前就在那班讀。
Because I went to the second class later, but she study in that class since last time.

要不是有一天﹐我的朋友們都逃學﹐全班只有我們兩個華人的話﹐我想我們可能一輩子都不會有交集吧﹖
If not because of that day, I friends skipped school and the whole class only left two of us who are Chinese, maybe we won't talk to each other for our whole life.


我跟她的興趣不一樣﹐除了星座一樣以外。
We don't have the same hobby, except our horoscope.

可是﹐我們卻可以坦誠的聊天﹐而且一拍即合。
But, we can chat open heart, and we hit it off

從此﹐她就成了我的其中一位好朋友。
Since that day, she became one of my best friends.


說真的﹐我的朋友並不多﹐但是也不會很少。
Honestly, I don't have many friends, but not very less also.

不過﹐只要是我認為是好朋友的人﹐我都會無條件的付出。
But, once I consider a person as a best friend, I will unconditionally pay

因為﹐我珍惜他們。 =]
Because I treasure them.

朋友﹐並不是多就好。 

Friends, doesn't mean that more is good.  

而是在你有困難時候﹐願意幫你一把﹔ 

But when you are in trouble, they willing to help you; 

在你傷心時﹐願意聽你哭訴﹑陪你哭﹔ 

When you are sad, they willing to listen to you or cry with you; 

在你受傷的時候﹐願意幫你包扎傷口﹔ 

When you are hurt, they willing to heal you; 

在你忘記他/她的時候﹐他/她還會記得你。 

And when you forget he/she, but he/she will still remember you.

Lighthouse

你願意成為我的燈塔麼﹖

Will you be my lighthouse?

你會一直在那裡﹐然後等我回來麼﹖

Will you be there for me and wait for me to come back?

你會指引我回家的路麼﹖

Will you lead my way back home?

你會陪著我一直到最後麼﹖

Will you always be with me until the end?

今天﹐想和大家分享這首歌--西域男孩的[燈塔]

Today, I would like to share this song with all of you-- [Lighthouse] from Westlife.

This kind of love is more than a lifeline

For a man as weak as me 

Who has no self belief

This kind of love is more than amazing

For a man who lost his way

Who thought it was too late

How did the sea

How did the sea

How did the sea

Get so rough

I would've drowned

I would've drowned

I would've drowned

If you hadn't given me your love

You're the light of the dark

You're the seat in the park

You're the Lighthouse

You're the Lighthouse

That I need

You're the key to the door

You're the port in the storm

And I need to find the shore

And I can't swim any more

You always guide me back to the solid ground

You're my Lighthouse

This kind of love is more than a feeling

For a man who really tried

I get all choked up each time

You say you love me You could've walked away

Could've give my problems back

Could've of left, you took the chance

How did the waves 

How did the waves

How did the waves

Get so high

I would've died

I would've died

I would've died

If you hadn't loved me just in time

You're the light of the dark

You're the seat in the park

You're the Lighthouse

You're the Lighthouse

That I need

You're the key to the door

You're the port in the storm

And I need to find the shore

Cause I can't swim any more

You always guide me back to the solid ground

(Yeah)

You're my Lighthouse

Yeah

I owe it all to you

Everything I have right now

I owe it all to you

Everything I didn't have you found

Everytime

Take me back to you

Oh

You're the light of the dark

You're the seat in the park

You're the Lighthouse

You're the Lighthouse

I need

Oh

You're the key to the door

You're the port in the storm

And I need to find the shore

Cause I can't swim any more

You always guide me back to the solid ground

You're my Lighthouse

迟来的祝福。The late wishes

今天早上睁开眼睛，无意中看到你的照片。
Morning, when I opened my eyes, I accidentally saw your photo.

＂哎呀！我昨天居然忘了！＂
"Ah! I forgot about it yesterday!"

我的天啊！十一年了，我第一次忘记祝你生日快乐。
OMG! 11th year, it's the first time I forget your birthday.

我在这里祝福你吧～～
I will wish you here, then.

生日快乐哦～～ 阿信。
Happy Birth Day, Ashin.

３６岁了。
36th birthday.

对！你没有看错，这个看起来象１８岁的家伙其实已经３６岁了，可以去骗小妹妹了。
Ya! You are looking at the correct number, this fellow whom looks like 18 years old is actually 36 years old, he can go and cheat the young girls liao. xP

十一年了，我还是一样的爱着你（们？）
I still love you (you all?) at the 11th years.

Oh... It's December.

Hello, everyone.
How's life?
I am kinda busy here... My holidays almost fill with plants, insects and soil?
YES! School project! ISH you! =[
YOU ruined my holidays!
And school homework... on the process... I think. =X
And I need time to study and play!
Yes! You get it, play.
Who don't want to play, enjoy and have fun during holidays? =D
But... I don't think I get a lot of fun doing my school Bio project.
Ok, maybe I get... a bit... But not fully enjoy.

Dear butterflies and dragonflies,
I hate you! Freaking hate you! When I want to catch you, you all flied away.
When I give up, you all fly around me.
What do you want from me? What do you want from me? *singing*
ISH you!

 x x x x x x x

Ok, I think I should stop all the complains, if not it will be an endless post.

Well, It's December.

I can't wait for Christmas... I like the environment of the Christmas.

It's nice, romantic, lovely and sweet.

And I hope to get something as Christmas present also.

Talk about present , SOMEONE still Owe me MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT hor? =X

I hope that December will be a better month for me... And I want some sweet memories!

逃

夜，蒙盖这个世界。
脸上的笑容也被遮住了，很好。
这样，我就不用一直在自我保护了。
心，被掏空似的，感觉不到自己的心跳。
疯了？
或许，希望。
趁现在，逃到没人认识的地方去。
在那里，尽情的做自己。
想睡的时候睡，想笑的时候笑，想哭的时候哭...
暂时的逃离，不算过分吧？

或许我真的累了，好想好好的睡一觉，然后从此长眠。

To My Love♥

I knew you since I was 7, I had fall in love with you from the first time when I saw you.
And now, it's like 12 years from our first met and I still love you.
My love for you keep increasing year per year, month per month and day per day.

I can't stop loving you.

I Love You, from the deep of my heart.

And I will still love you until the end of my life.

♥♥♥

Happy Birthday, Monster.♥

About Her♥ [14th November 2011]

At 14th November 1992, she was born.
She was small and tiny, but now she was big and old.
She grows older every second, which everyone does.
She loves chocolates, manga, her mother, her friends... I mean true friends and also her life.
 Oh... And she loves May Day.
Even though she was quiet emo on the past few days, but she knows that she can't keep wasting her time on emo-ing.
So, she changes her mind and wish to be happier everyday.

She wish that she could be happier everyday.
She wish that she could be healthier everyday.
She wish that she could try her best to do her best.

And...
She wish herself a Happy Birthday.

Next year, should be a better year. =]

*Turn on Radio* *Press Paly* Let's rock the house down!

From my previous post, you can see that I am trying hard to be happy.
Ya.. I am... Until now, I am still trying very very hard to let myself cool down and happy.
Today, I pissed off... by you... Honestly,  I am bit disappointed...
Trying hard to cool down, but failed... I think...
Now, I am not really angry with you, but I am not satisfied with you.
Fine, after I wake up on tomorrow morning, I should be fine.

Well, I brought this MayDay's movie song tracks disc yesterday... Wait... it's 20.11.2011. Not yesterday.
I keep playing the whole disc non-stop to cheer myself up... Does it help?
Ya... It helps a bit... If you come and visit me now, you can see that I am listening to that disc with my head shaking and body moving.
So, it helps.
At least, when I am listening, I won't think back what happened, especially the bad ones.
I mean, you can't really think/ recall/ think back something when your head is shaking like phyco, right? 
Even though I don't know how to dance at all, at least I can move my body...
[DON'T ask me to put video here, I don't want to be one of the jokes... =X]

One of my ways to be happy... I think.
So.. *turn on the radio* *Play the disc* *Rock You* >XD

Over-think Syndrome

Nowadays, I had this over-think Syndrome almost every night. Lot of things crush in my tiny little brain before I could sleep and ended up, I had insomnia.
There is too many things to think... I mean think, ONLY  THINK. Those things which are out of my control make me keep thinking about them non-stop.
Unfortunately, all of them are out of my control, so no matter how many times I keep thinking about them, how complicated I think about them, they are STILL out of my control.
I don't know why... Maybe I wish to control them? I hope that they can happen like how I wish them to happen?
However, they are still OUT OF MY CONTROL.
Because of them, I had rolling on my bed for uncountable times and keep asking myself to sleep for nights.
Worse come to worst, I can't control my mind thinking, I am easily get emo, unhappy, feel sad, can't laugh and so on.
I am making myself and others who care about me tired.
Haiz... SORRY about that. =')
It's time to end this stupid Over-think Syndrome.

Things which are under my control, I will control them nicely. So, I won't regret in future, because it will be too late for me to regret.

Once you have make a decision, there will be NO U-turn after that.

And this is one of the reason why I need a long time to change mind and make decision.

Things which are out of my control, just let it be. I can't change anything, right?
So, no need to worry about them, they don't worth my time.
Thinking something which is out of my control it's just a waste of time and increase the number of grey hair I own...
*Checking hair*
Fine, number of grey hair has increases. =.=

Goodbye, Mr. Emo.
Hello, Mr. Happy, and this time, I will hold you tight and never let you go. =)

And,,, Good night, people. =P

Memory of the night.

 

 Star shines over the sky, just like your eyes.

I will never forget, memory of the night.

The night when we hold each other tight,

The night when we looking through the sky.

You came and then you left,

Only memory and the night will be there forever.

Those colors that can't touch, are they named as rainbow?

Those hugs that can't see, are they called as wind?

When I see rainbow, I will remember your smile.

When I feel wind, I will remember your hug.

Memory of the you, memory of the night,

Will be with me until the end.

October ends with twinkling of an eye

Photo of the month... Ignore my stupid face... /.\

Hey, bloggers! I am back! =D
And WA!!! It's the end of October.... O.O
Which means I have been missing for almost a month, and I didn't record down what happens in October 2011.

(Ok... Maybe I did, but not allow to show others, so SORRY! =X )

Since it's the end of the month, so I better record down what happens in this month before my not-function-well brain forget everything.

In the begining of Octorber, I am slight emo due to some stupid memories.

(OH! My brain can remember sad things well, why don't she also remember the good ones and SCHOOL SUBJECTS that well? =.= )

Well, it's not really some stupid memories, just some history, or should I say as her-story? Since it's my story, right? ;P

Memories, they can be nice or bad, all depend on how you think about them.
So, I never ever tried to forget anyone or anything, it's part of my life which makes me growth.
Even you try to forget, but they will come back to you especially during the mid-night, when you are alone and the night is silence.

Human are weak during night, easy to break down, so memory still will be recall even though you don't want to.
That's why most of the adults love to have fun in pub during mid-night, they don't want to recall some bad memories, but end up, they create more bad memories.

But, this year I am not that emo compared to last year, which means I have grow up. YEAH!

(Should we celebrate with wine? xD)

3rd of October is someone birthday, someone that WAS important to me.
Who I though I can have him in my future, who I though I can believe in.
But, I was wrong, we ended up as strangers.
Anyway, I still want to Thank You.

Thank You for let me grow up.

Thank You for hurt my heart.

Thank You for teach me how to love and how to recover with my own.

Without you, I won't know that how important family is.

Anyone who knows him? Help me to pass this message to him, and help me to tell him that I am fine without you.
Well, Happy Birthday.
This will be my last year to wish you. After this year, I will keep it into my deep heart.
7 years... I have been emo on that day for the past 6 years.(This is my 7th year =X)
It's time to keep it and start a new life. If not, it will be unfair to others. =)



10th October starts my NIGHTMARE! RAWR!
It's my year-end-exam.... Damn! I can't really remember what I have studied for the past few days!
Sitting in exam hall with sweats around your head is suffer, then the suffer-est is your brain can't recall. =.=
Haha! Goodbye to my year-end-exam. T^T
By the way, I will be back in next year, and I will make sure that I can remember everything in next year.
Night comes with silence, memory recalls.
But, this time, I didn't cry anymore, the same guy who though me how to love and left me makes me mature.
And, I have let go since 3rd of October 2011. =)


12th October is my dear best friend birthday.
And I promised her that I won't tell the class to prevent singing some Happy Birthday song for her.
If not she will kill me... =X
I have know you since 2009, the year which I make a level up to your class due to my not bad PMR result.
We don't know each other at all in the begining... Of cause, I am the only one who from the 3rd class... =.=
Then, my classmate who sit beside me wants me to change place with her friend.
So, there starts our friendship.
I start to sit beside you almost every lesson, we start to talk and gossip also. =X
And we talk until today, even though we sit with each other everyday and we create our own code. xD
Well, I apprecaite our firendship very well.
We don't know what will happen in future, but as long as we appreciate our friendship, we won't regret in future. x)
So, I Love You, Li Ern. =D

Last year photo. =D

14th October, NIGHTMARE ends! Hurray!
But, the new nightmare will starts next week!
Getting my bad results... T_________T

20th October is SOMEONE's birthday. (You know who you are, right? =P)
Well... Happy Birthday! =D
What I want to tell you I have written in the note... =X
So, DON'T ASK! =X
Wish that we still can keep in touch in future. xD
(If not I will kill you. =X)
Hope you can do well in your SPM this year and God Bless. =D

Due to SOMEONE ask me to write my blog in English, so I am lazy to translate.

SOMEONE, Happy? =P