Time flies.

Surprisingly it is 2024 now, and I have started full time work in a school for 6th years.

I enjoy teaching and seeing the kids grow, and I also enjoy the love that they give me as their teacher, friend and mentor.

My first batch of babies graduating in 2024/25, and I might also be graduating in 2025 from my degree!

Full time working + part time sutdying + serving in churhc = Burnt out monthly.

I have been trying my luck in dating but no luck so far, so I think it is fine to be single.

But I'm seeing someone and dating someone at the moment, although we both know that it is not going to go anywhere, just cherish the moment now as we have been missing out so many years due to my stubbornness and keep on trying to push him away for no reason.

Now I only want to cherish the time we have together and we spent together until the day to day goodbye.

I enjoy myself and I can being myself when I am with him like how I was 12 years ago. I dont know what is this, but I know I will continue go back to him if I could.

So for now, I dont want to regreat like how I used to, I dont want to push him away like how I used to, I dont want to victimised myself like how i used to.

I just want to enjoy life and enjoy his company.

嘿, 你好嗎? 我很好.

 最後一次更新在2016年, 那時候的我前途茫茫.

以為找了一份工後就可以賺錢存錢去讀書, 結果做不到一年就離職了.

後來找到了現在的工, 也做得很開心.

隨著年齡的增長, 很多事都看得很開.

以前以為過不去的, 都過去了.

以前以為看不開的, 都看開了.

身心靈都成長了.

以為遇到了那個人, 結果也只是個渣渣.

不過過得去的, 只是現在還在漩渦裡.

以後一切都會過去的.

這些都只是人生的經驗

時間是個無情的賊

尤記得入學的那天, 由於沒位子坐了, 只好硬著頭皮坐在中六同學的隔壁, 那天也認識了陽光男.
後來,經過了種種的事情後, 我跟陽光男疏遠了, 而且我還選了很冷門的科目-純美術.
不過,很慶幸有些科目還是要跟大家一起上的, 那時候的時光真的過得很快樂, 光是想到可以見到大夥兒就開心不已.
後來, 要一起上的科目上完了, 變成被孤立的一群, 不過也因為純美是被孤立的一群, 所以跟學姊學妹學弟們的感情都還不錯.
課業上,觀點上的爭議是一定會有的, 畢竟想法不同.
但是,沒讓對方成為我們最大的敵人, 已經是我們最大的努力了.
之後,在委員會投票日時,我被選上秘書, 然後又繼續忙碌的過日子.

忙下忙下, 就開始忙實習了, 3個月的實習生涯不長也不短, 但是真的學到很多在學校學不到的東西.
才讓我在實習過後懂得如何應付一些無理取鬧之徒.

忙下忙下, 實習結束了, 然後開始忙畢業展的作品.
忙忙碌碌, 吵吵鬧鬧的, 就來到了畢業展的這三天.
最後一天的時候察覺到, 三年就這樣在我們不知不覺中被偷走了.

時間真的是個無情的賊, 無情的偷走一切愛恨情仇, 同時也帶走了我們的幼稚及天真.
這三年來,有些人來了, 走了; 有些人來了, 留下了.
有些人在一起了, 也有些人散了.
但是回憶會永久, 至少你們曾經出現過.

有時候,曾經擁有也是一種永遠.

意外的驚喜

在這個網絡發達的時代, 已經很少人還會收到手寫的信件了, 通常收到的信件都是文件居多, 當然會收到網購的物品...

不過呢~~ 前幾天的早上,因為有早課, 所以我很早就起來了...

可是因為太早起, 所以就抓了我家的狗繼續補眠.

不知道昏睡了多久後聽到開門聲, 八成是我爹回來了, 就不理他繼續睡.

(到底有多累啊?)

然後當我張開眼睛時, 映入眼簾的是一張明信片.

從英國寄過來的明信片.

當下神馬睡意全部都是浮雲, 立刻驚醒.

而且, 我連郵票都好愛!

謝謝親愛的你寄過來的明信片, 它開啟了我美好的一天.

雖然你在信中還是沒留下任何聯絡方式, 可是我還是謝謝你~

希望你在英國可以過得開心, 把這裡的所有不開心都放下後, 去尋找你的第二人生.

平安健康是福~

我會繼續期待收到你寄來的明信片, 來告訴我, 你最近過得如何

Oh 我的鬼神君

主演：朴宝英、曹政奭、林周焕、金瑟琪


我向來不是甚麼韓劇迷, 可是這部劇真的是太好看了!
一開始抱著"隨便看看"的心態, 畢竟我不是甚麼韓劇迷, 結果瘋狂迷上這部劇...
我記得看到第三集時, 劇情講述女鬼(金瑟琪飾)恢復生前的記憶, 以前她怎樣跟她的爸爸一起經營這家小吃店的點點滴滴, 無庸置疑的賺了不少我的眼淚.

之後女鬼附在女主角(朴宝英飾)身後她跟男主角(曹政奭飾)之間的搞笑的互動及鬥嘴,常常讓我們全家捧腹大笑.


後來男主角開始喜歡上女主角後, 他對她的態度及跟女主角之間的互動完全不一樣.
而且, 男主角很傲嬌及霸氣, 當他發現他自己喜歡女主角之後, 他們之間溫馨的互動完完全全激發我的少女心呀~~~~~
不得不說, 男主角完全是我的菜...


而且, 劇裡的配角也很重要, 因為他們的存在才讓這部戲添加更多樂趣.


尤其是整天梳中分頭的副主廚(姜其永飾),雖然他真的很會欺負弱小, 也很壞, 可是跟我爸真的好像...
每次看到他出場, 我跟我媽就會先笑了, 不是笑他, 可是是笑我爸.


劇裡還有一個我很喜歡的角色, 就是那隻名為"跟蹤狂"的柯基, 沒辦法, 谁叫我是柯基癡?

到底要去哪裡就可以隨隨便便的撿到柯基回家啊?????

雖然,現在電視台也有在播"太陽的後裔", 可是很奇怪的是, 我家沒有人在追...

只能說"太陽"不是我們家喜歡的韓劇, 當然我們家也不會有人跟宋太太們搶宋先生的.

因為真的不是我們的菜~~

我們家都迷上Chef了.... 

Mayday五月天 [ 如果我們不曾相遇What If We Had Never Met ]

"是擦身相遇 或擦肩而去 命運猶如險棋."
人生裡的每個人,無論親人,情人,摯友,或則過客, 都是為了讓你的自傳添加色彩.
就算一天, 我們真的分離了, 至少我的自傳裡曾經有你.

這首歌, 一開始聽覺得很興奮, 因為是五月天的新歌.
第二次聽的時候, 發現內有洋蔥.
這首歌很適合當畢業歌, 近期算是畢業季節, 同時也意味著五月天也快要畢業了.

每個五月天歌迷都知道, 他們總有一天會退休, 總有一天會老.
總有一天會退出幕前, 甚至連幕後也會退出.
可是, 還是會不捨.

打從八歲那年, 我就開始聽他們的歌到現在.
從第五張專輯卡帶開始收集, 到現在期待的第九張專輯, 開始不像期待了.
因為她們說過, 第十張專輯將會是他們的最後一張專輯, 從此退出幕前.

雖然我知道他們還是會一直都在, 可是我還是會捨不得.
畢竟他們陪我做過了人生的低潮, 讓我看見一絲曙光, 教會我勇敢追夢.

五月天的歌很多元化, 不只有愛情, 他們的歌曲裡也包含了親情及友情, 但是最多的歌就是關於夢想.
對他們來說, 沒夢想的人, 跟鹹魚沒啥兩樣.
因為有他們, 我才會是現在的我.
就算以後五月天退出了, 解散了, 他們的精神依舊與我同在.

感謝感恩, 活在有五月天的時代

派對動物 Party Animal

久違的五月天, 等了五年的第一首新歌.

久違的搖滾曲風, 但是歌詞卻說出現實中的無奈.

期待作品9號.

他們偶爾遲到, 但是一定會到.

Shameless

If you cannot reach others minimum requirement, then don't blame others for being strict.
If their are not being strict, you will never feel shame of yourself.
When you keep on blaming others, please take a look at yourself.
Have you try your best?
Have you try to improve?
Nope, from how you express yourself, I can see that you are not an adult.
I mean mentally.
You still act like a 14 years old, who thinks that others must treat you like a princess.
You are still being shameless as usual, then you will never grow up.

Kay, bye.

You keep on being that shameless b*tch.
No matter how much you change on your physical, you never improve your mental age.
You will never catch someone forever because physical may rust, but inner will last long.

Oh, I forgot you are a b*tch.

F I N A L Year

After completed 3 moths of internship, I am currently back to college.
I survive my 3 months internship without killing others, although there's plenty of times I want to to sew some of their mouths up or flay them alive, but I didn't.
Not all of my colleagues are bad, just those few whom I dislike, yet they like to always appear in front of me to test my limitations.
The moment they start talking, I'll be like "SHUT THE F UP" in my mind, and start to pissed.
Once in awhile, I even feel like want to flay them when they are breathing.

Don't blame others or blame your background like "I was grow up like that.", please blame yourself for not growing up.
Do you think that you are still children or teens?
Neither.
You are an adult, with brains. But I think your brains are for decoration purpose only, because you rarely (or I can say never) use it.
From the way you talk and the way you act, you act like dumb.
And don't tell others what to do when you yourself cannot do it.
Being idiotic is not something to proud with.
Oh wait! I am so sorry, you guys are too idiot to know that.
You will get the slap on your face either with hand or brick someday, but not from me.
Slap anyone of you will just make my hand dirty.

----------------OK! ENOUGH WITH THOSE COMPLAINS---------------------

Anyway, back to college and get stressed up, because it's my final year.

I don't want to boom up my lecturer or give him an heart attack....

So, I will do my best to speed up with good qualities.

still left 6 more weeks for the first term, and I will push myself to complete the latest painting as soon as possible, so I can start the new ones.

Time is passing super fast, please get slower a bit....

Final year is not a bed of roses, but it's a piece of shit! 

And I will set some targets for myself to complete for this year, to be a better me!

Its been awhile...

I have forgot how long have I been stop writing, but its long enough that I can forgot about it.

Life goes on and life is short, it's not a bed of roses or sunflower.

I lost both of my grandparents within 6 months, and I broken down.

Was trying to express to my colleague of what happen and who's funeral did I attend, but couldn't manage to finish my sentence before I broken down.

I tried my best to hold back, but I really couldn't.

I cry and talk and cry and talk, it's quite embarrass, but I can't help it.

I cried for hours, then my colleague tried his best to calm me down and comfort me.

He taught me a lot and I know I can rely on him once in a blue moon, as a good friend.

A really good guy friend that won't take advantage over you when you are weak.

A good brother in Christ.

I think my prayers got answer.

我好開心好開心好開心!

在一起，總是有聊不完的話題
在一起，有了更多想做的事與想去的地方
在一起，感受到了照顧與被照顧的美好
如果可以，我想抓住時間
讓話能好好說完
把想做的事做好
一起走遍這個世界
我想好好照顧一直照顧著我的你
讓我照顧你
Yes, we do.

今天早上已經在面書看到關於某君王要註冊的消息, 結果下午的時候君王現身了~
並且還PO了這麼浪漫的照片,還寫下了甜死人的標題,真的是閃死人~認識我的人幾乎都知道君王是我的最愛, 現在看到他要成為人夫了,真的真的真的很開心~我會一直愛著你,但是我也希望你和她可以一直相愛下去~!最開心的莫過於可以看到自己的偶像結婚生子及快快樂樂~